In one’s nervousness they are signalling to themselves that they care to the outcome of the current external. That as the actions they take only have a ‘chance’ to return the output that has been since dubbed as a pattern. Nervousness is to lack in confidence as to whether the apple will fall the 101st time it is dropped. This dependence on the outcome is built from the subscription to some identifying metric that is used to vet the honesty of one’s character, or to the character they will only give themselves permission to be after it has occurred. In this, settle the nerves with a simple trust in that whatever the outcome, it is what you can continue to work with. Try something enough time’s and it may just happen, or in other words: the odds are beaten when the odds are ran enough times. 1 in a billion can happen twice in 2 billion tries. So, if one wishes to subscribe to a certain character, then it is a question of how many times they are willing to put in to identify with that persona. Or, whether they can allow themselves that part, before the evidence is there to back it up… which may bring one for the other anyway.

Meditate.

‍