Small beginnings work to remind us of the journey every master must make before they can be considered as such. The point of mortality is for one to make decisions about their life that have a lasting impact, and part of that is where one provisions their time. Putting time into skills that one chooses will begin their path to becoming better and better at it. This comes with a level of ego death, especially when such a journey is begun later and later in one’s life. Such challenge ought to be welcomed, for the opportunity alone is a marker and signal to those who dare that they are still alive and hence can still learn something new.
Meditate.