Sit careful in your designs for grandeur, for you just may get as you wish. All we identify with and create, find us eventually. A single thought is provoking the universe to deliver the reflection of you. In your hardship be reminded of that. What is of note for this reality if only because it has consequences? Sold upon the material, convinced of a consciousness to experience it with, and still, one may find the audacity to question the spirit. The rest is a construct. It is the spirit that prevails. Amongst the trials that come with the burden of conquest for grand designs, are the obstacles that are seeded to test the identity and roles you play, it is to either create a better set, or to provoke your change to be rid of such facets of self. Through otherwise, such power comes with disaster.
Meditate.