You propose how you keep the faith and still you hold yourself lower in the face of perceived loss! Faith is tested in the moments where the evidence for It seems more and more bleak. So how do we keep the faith? By doing it like discipline, every day regarding only its due. How one has chosen to feel must be made separate, the faith is held in the feeling, in the air of expectation and with that, all else flows. So as you keep the inner peace of the heart, extend the trust of your soul in knowing that something works out because many works inline to build it. Co-creation is key.
Meditate.