To lose absolute control is to be measured carefully. To allow an avatar of yourself to run free only to face those consequences of those actions in your reformed self. Many a progress in individual has been utterly destroyed in the space of one night, such actions were outside their self, and yet the ultimate responsibility falls on that individual.

To invite the al-kuul – the lifeblood of the demon – into your spirit is to qualm the tendencies for the ideal, and in the divine subjectivity of the cosmos, this is to actively lack in one-half of the polarity. Such imbalance provides the base to fortify a foundation through which the entirety of addiction and apathy can grow.

To escape the problems of this day, simply dive within them to solve them sooner.
Running from anything ends in the postponement of that which is less than evitable.

So instead meditate. Work through that which ails you, and measure the consumption of such destructiveness.

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